My 2015

I wouldn’t describe 2015  as the best year of my life but,  it most definitely has had some high points.

All though I didn’t achieve astounding A Level results I did manage to earn myself a place at university. Now I am studying subjects that I love and I’m looking forward to having a career in a field which I am head over heels in love with.

I feel like I am walking out of 2015 with a lot less than I had in previous years, I’ve lost some who I once held so dear , others I have chosen to lose because of their  subconscious unkindness and as a result I will not be taking them into 2016 with me. Some people who I will be taking with me are the amazing humans who I have met in 2015 though, this is amazing!

I did however achieve a hell of a lot in 2015: I passed my driving test, I fell in love with driving and I gained the freedom to make amazing memories with people who I love. I also learned to love myself, I have accepted that I will never fit into societies’ cast iron mold for what is beautiful is, I no longer care about that, beauty is not defined by the size of your jeans, being a beautiful person is most definitely to do with what is on the inside as a pose to what is on the outside too.

I started this blog! That’s pretty great right? If it wasn’t for that you wouldn’t be sat here reading this right now!?

Possibly the most important thing I have earned this year is experience, experience which I can carry with me into the future (hopefully I can use some of the lessons I’ve learned and not be a complete and utter moron) 

Always,

Lauren 

Twitter- @LaurenCats7

Instagram – redhairedcatlady

Goodreads- https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/27290164-lauren

lperry176@gmail.com

Distance.

Recently I’ve felt distance.

Distance from the people who once meant the most to me.

This isn’t a physical distance, like the miles from London to Sydney, this distance is inexpressible.

I feel like I’m clutching at sand, grains running down my fingers uncontrollably.

People who were once daily occurrences just slipping though my fingers.

Some of this distance is forced on my part , I have pushed a wedge between me and people I once held dear because I couldn’t deal with how they mistreated me.

However a proportion of the distance has been because of a shift in paradigm, changes in social patterns and new priorities. I am no longer in their circles and they are not in mine.

So that is what has caused distance. 

I don't want them back.

Always. 

Lauren 

Twitter- @LaurenCats7

Instagram – redhairedcatlady

Goodreads- https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/27290164-lauren

lperry176@gmail.com

Recently I've been busy

I have been adventuring …

Relaxing …

More adventuring …

Comic coning ….

Gigging …

Snuggling …

I understand that I have just created new verbs. Basically life has been running away with the recently and I’ve not really had much chance to write content , but I thought I would give you an insight on some of the exciting things that I’ve been doing in November.






Always,

Lauren

Twitter- @LaurenCats7

Instagram – redhairedcatlady

Goodreads- https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/27290164-lauren

lperry176@gmail.com